| It’s been a typical fall in Portland,
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| But I don’t think it rained at all today.
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| Still, it feels like I’ve been
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| Wearing a wet pair of jeans;
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| Something is rubbing me
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| The wrong way.
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| I still can’t believe all that I’ve seen.
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| Lately I’ve been anything but direct,
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| So can I just spell this out,
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| Or will I lose some respect?
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| I’ve been having doubts
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| About the last few years.
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| In case you don’t like blunt,
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| Let me make this less clear.
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| I’ve been picking apart
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| The puzzle I’ve been working on,
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| And from what I see from here,
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| There is no point in carrying on.
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| I’ve been picking apart,
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| Picking apart all night long,
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| And suddenly, my biggest fear:
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| I’ll never stop picking apart
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| The puzzle I’ve been working on.
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| I’ve got a job to do,
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| But my well’s run dry.
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| My mind is wandering now,
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| Like a lazy eye.
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| I’m kicking water uphill,
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| My gains are so small.
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| Elevated by a stage,
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| I still feel two feet tall…
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| But I suppose that’s the point of it all;
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| So we can get back up
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| When we lose footing and fall.
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| I’m a little embarrassed,
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| My cheeks kinda burn.
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| It seems the lesson I wrote
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| Is one I’ve still yet to learn.
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| I still can’t believe all that I’ve seen.
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| I can’t believe who I used to be.
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| I’ve been picking apart
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| The puzzle I’ve been working on,
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| And from what I see from here,
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| There is no point in carrying on.
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| I’ve been picking apart,
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| Been picked apart all night long,
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| And suddenly, my biggest fear:
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| I’ll never stop picking apart
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| The puzzle I’ve been working on.
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| I’ve been picking apart
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| The puzzle I’ve been working on,
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| And from what I see from here,
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| There is no point in carrying on.
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| I’ve been picking apart,
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| Picking apart all night long,
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| And suddenly, my biggest fear:
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| I’ll never stop picking apart
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| The puzzle I’ve been working on.
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| …been picking apart
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| The puzzle I’ve been working on.
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| Only one thing’s become quite clear:
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| I see no point in carrying on.
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| I’ve been picking apart,
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| Been picked apart all night long.
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| Suddenly, my biggest fear:
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| I’ll never stop picking apart
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| The puzzle I’ve been working on. |