| If I close my eyes |
| Say "we're good" a thousand times |
| Maybe it'll change how I feel |
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| It's midnight when I park |
| But I stay in the car |
| The second that I leave it gets real |
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| 'Cause when I get home and walk through that door |
| It's not like before |
| Whoever we were is not who we are |
| Every day we're oceans apart |
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| Maybe we're not made for forever |
| Maybe I don't get to grow older with you |
| This house is keeping us together |
| We're so close |
| But I've never felt further from you |
| I've never felt further from you |
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| You tried talking me into couple therapy |
| How'd you say that with a straight face? |
| It's easy not to leave or face reality |
| That sometimes even good things can break |
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| 'Cause when I get home and walk through that door |
| It's not like before |
| Whoever we were is not who we are |
| Every day we're oceans apart |
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| Maybe we're not made for forever |
| Maybe I don't get to grow older with you |
| This house is keeping us together |
| We're so close |
| But I've never felt further from you |
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| And it's killing me |
| But underneath |
| We both know that it's over |
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| One day this'll be a memory |
| And this house is just a place we used to call home |
| You'll live your better days without me |
| Grow old |
| And you'll make friends |
| I don't even know |
| But we'll remember when we used to be close |
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