Yeah, holding back
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Yeah, I’ve always been good at that, unattached (Yeah)
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Waiting for what’s coming next
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Things I know I should address
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I feel more together when I am a mess (Whoa)
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That’s for moments that just came and went
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Made amends with you, then you overstepped
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That’s a line you never shoulda crossed
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You got no respect
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Stop with all the threats
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Like the more I get to know you, I just know you less (Yeah)
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'Nother city I don’t know well
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Feeling too much like my old self
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Backsliding, backsliding
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Got me in the sad feels, got me at a standstill
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Too much time alone is when it gets real (Ah)
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Future doesn’t pop up, then the past will
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Outside, that’s the rear view
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Now I’m going downhill (Yeah)
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Don’t know who I’m close with
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Going through the motions
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Don’t know who to trust when I (Yeah)
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I lie to myself and I, I can’t handle it
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Why do I waste so much time on things that I can’t fix?
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All these things I hold inside I just can’t forget
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Thought that I could let this go
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But I ain’t know that it would be like this, yeah
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Like this (Like this)
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I ain’t know that it would be like this
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Yeah, like this
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I ain’t know that it would be like this
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Yeah, maybe I’m impossible to be with
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I know that you got a thousand reasons
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You prolly wanna leave, but don’t know how, yeah
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I don’t hear a thing when you yell
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Guess you like to hear your own voice, yeah
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Got me standing here with no choice
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I see they tryna guess, they got me all wrong
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Look, I’m doing my best to try to stay calm
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But I can’t deal (Can't deal)
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Feeling too much like my old self
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Backsliding, backsliding
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I just let the phone ring
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We ain’t even close, please
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Throwing out opinions from the nosebleeds (Ayy, yeah)
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Lot of issues that you don’t see
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Texts that I just won’t read
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Play it off, it cuts deep though
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When I don’t know who I’m close with
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Going through the motions
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Don’t know who to trust when I (Yeah)
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I lie to myself and I can’t handle it
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Why do I waste so much time on things that I can’t fix? |
(Yeah)
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All these things I hold inside I just can’t forget (Nah)
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Thought that I could let this go (Yeah)
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But I ain’t know that it would be like this, yeah (Woo, yeah)
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Like this (Ayy)
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I ain’t know that it would be like this
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(I ain’t know that it would be like this, woo)
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Yeah, like this (Like this)
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I ain’t know that it would be like this
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(Like this), yeah (Yeah)
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Like this (Like this)
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I ain’t know that it would be like this
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Yeah, like this (Like this)
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I ain’t know that it would be like this |