| This is the first day of my last days |
| I built it up, now I take it apart |
| Climbed up real high, now fall down real far |
| No need to me to stay, the last thing left I just threw it away |
| I put my faith in god and my trust in you |
| Now there’s nothing more f**ked up I could do |
| Wish there was something real, wish there was something true |
| Wish there was something real in this world full of you |
| I’m the one without a soul, I’m the one with this big f**king hole |
| Now new tale to tell, twenty-six years on my way to hell |
| Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck, fist f**k |
| Don’t think you’re having all the fun, you know me, I hate everyone |
| Wish there was something real, wish there was something true |
| Wish there was something real in this world full of you |
| I want to, but I can’t turn back |
| But I want to. |