I was just thinking that Jocko’s kind of…
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A lot of people can be real father figures for me
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I have such a desperation for that energy and that connection in my life that I
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will latch on to people or put them in a place where
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Oh, I gotta tell you this
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So, I saw my dad in a dream
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When I was in Hawaii or in Maui
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Sorry, when I was in Maui
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And it was really crazy 'cause I hadn’t seen him in 20 years
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Even in a vision
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You know, and I had an adult vision and I saw him
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You know, and I saw him and it was crazy, we were at a…, it was kind of
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confusing
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It was a dream, you know?
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And Robert De Niro was there and Matthew McConaughey was there
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And we wer in Maui
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My dad was in one room eating at a table and Matthw McConaughey and Robert De
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Niro were in another room
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And my dad wanted to come and meet Matthew McConaughey, but he didn’t want to
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meet Robert De Niro
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And so I was trying to, like, mediate between the two of 'em
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And finally my dad and Matthew McConaughey got to meet each other,
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which doesn’t mean anything, but it was just interesting to see my father.
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I hadn’t seen him
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I hadn’t seen him in 20 years
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Even in a vision
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I hadn’t seen him in 20 years
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Even in a vision
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You know, I’d seen him in pictures and I’d seen him in just, you know,
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imagination what, what his
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What he looked like or something, but I hadn’t seen him really
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And it made me think that my dad lives in Hawaii or something, you know?
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Like I was like, oh, is this where he’s been?
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And it made me think, well of course this is where he’s been
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This is where I would be
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It is stunning but yeah, I got to see my dad, man, I got to see him, it was
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I just didn’t know
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I just didn’t know
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I didn’t know that he’s been in Hawaii or been, you know, that he’s been there
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And he was healthy
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He was healthier looking than I’d ever seen him in my whole life,
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that’s what’s wild
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He was kind of thicker, he been eating
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His hair was darker
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And um, he was laughing, man, he was laughing
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He was kind of being cool
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Kinda a little bit play it cool or be cool I guess, I don’t know
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I mean, he, you know
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I mean, he lives in that world in the subconscious or in dream world, so,
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you know
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I have no idea what his life is like there
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He may drive a Corvette, I don’t know, I didn’t see
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You know, the parking lot or anything like that
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I just saw just him
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I hadn’t seen him in 20 years
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Even in a vision
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I hadn’t seen him in 20 years
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Even in a vision
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I hadn’t seen him in 20 years
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Even in a vision
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I saw my dad in a dream
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I hadn’t seen him in 20 years
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Even in a vision
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And man, right when I got up
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I’ve just been on this kick where I’ve just been trying to stay more motivated
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and like
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When it’s time to get up it’s time to get up
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And I need to do things, and I want to have more experiences in my life
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You know, recently I’ve just been realizing, like, I do a lot of stuff but it’s
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a lot of the same things
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And I’m not really having a lot of new experiences
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And so I want to have a little bit more of that
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Man, I wish I’da just laid back down and try to go right back and see him
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You know, wherever he was, but it’s just so funny, man
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I’ve slept in, you know, in the past 20 years I’ve probably fallen asleep in 42
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states
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In 15 or 20 or 30 uh, I don’t know, countries
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And not once did I see my father and then bam
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I’m in Maui and there he is |