| And I still feel my hands on your thighs, yeah |
| And I still see the look in your eyes, yeah |
| And I remember when you wanted to die, yeah |
| Well, I did too, but we learned to get by, yeah |
| Stay close 'cause I miss you on your smoke break |
| They know that I’m crushin', but I won’t say |
| Lay low, holding secrets make my throat ache |
| I hope you know just how I feel because I won’t break |
| I can’t connect, open my mouth |
| I try to speak, but no words come out |
| I can’t connect |
| Thoughts in my head, wish I were dead |
| I’m zoning out into the ceiling again |
| I can’t connct |
| I don’t blame you if you ended up not liking m |
| I’m a bore, and I’m a menace to society |
| Every day lost in my mind, I’m tryna find some peace |
| I’m a ghost, and I’m a shell of what I used to be |
| Always keep you close, you know I just can’t connect |
| Girl, I kept you by my side, I had my lips on your neck |
| If I could only use my words to tell you that I’m a wreck |
| And that I need you next to me so I feel safe in this bed |
| I got some real dark secrets that I’m hiding away |
| I’m tryna keep mental sanity and lock it in place |
| You know I’m tryna do my best to make it feel like I’m sane |
| I got a fucking parasite, I keep it deep in my brain, yeah |
| And you know I might explode like a land mine |
| And I’m sorry if I panic at a bad time |
| I know you prolly wanna fuck, but I flatlined |
| I’m just sorry I’m a wreck, I’m tryna get by |
| I can’t connect, open my mouth |
| I try to speak, but no words come out |
| I can’t connect |
| Thoughts in my head, wish I were dead |
| I’m zoning out into the ceiling again |
| I can’t connect |