| Yeah and I’ve been thinking |
| I just wanna get away from this place |
| The love and the way that it tastes |
| I’ll probably feel better in outer space |
| But I’m here in my bed with these songs |
| And its 8pm I think I hate my friends |
| Cuz they’re all on drugs so we just make pretend |
| That everything’s alright |
| Everything’s all right when you don’t have to feel |
| And you forgot last night |
| Yeah I’m 14 staring up at the ceiling in my room |
| Glow in the dark stars peeling off of the roof |
| Thinking the universe isn’t far but its huge |
| And I’ve never felt so small |
| And I just wish |
| That someone would call |
| And tell me I’m ok |
| You’re supposed to fall |
| Yeah but pick it back up |
| And most of these people ain’t real they just act tough |
| They say a strong man doesn’t show emotions |
| But the weakest ones left are the ones that can’t love uh |
| They say its all in my head |
| And I be pulling up the covers and the sheets in my bed |
| Life ain’t like the movies and the books I read |
| But they look so happy and I wish that was me |
| So I’ve got a lot to say |
| I’m terrified that you won’t listen to it anyway |
| So I just write it all down with this pen |
| Lay back and I wait for the world to end |
| I am not strong |
| Just hanging on |
| But I’ll do my best for you |
| It’s never harder to |
| To try and muster on |
| But I can’t leave the rest for you |
| Yeah and superman is a hero that we all think we like |
| But we only relate with him because of the kryptonite |
| A human condition |
| A chink in the armor |
| I got a blur in my vision |
| And now I think of my father |
| And how he left and I can never forgive him for what he did |
| But how do I really know I wouldn’t have done the same as him |
| Easy to say when you don’t walk in his shoes |
| And haven’t built up enough to have something to lose |
| Yeah. I lost another day of the week |
| Laying in my room, not awake or asleep |
| And death kinda sounds like a vacation to me |
| They said escape’s down the road its not across the street |
| Fucking tripping. Living with negative disposition |
| I been hoping that magic is really magic but it isn’t |
| And I think that I’m in love but she doesn’t notice my existence |
| So I guess a human touch doesn’t accurately measure distance |
| It’s a vicious cycle when depression really gets in |
| Wonder if its circumstance or predisposition |
| And all these teachers don’t listen |
| I’m not driven |
| I don’t even have a key in the ignition. Yeah |
| I’ve got a lot to say. But I know that you won’t listen to it anyway |
| So I just write it all down with this pen |
| Lay back and I wait for the world to end |
| And I just wish that someone would call |
| And tell me I’m ok |
| You’re supposed to fall |
| I am not strong |
| Just hanging on |
| But I’ll do my best for you |
| It’s never harder to |
| To try and muster on |
| But I can’t leave the rest |
| I am not strong |
| Just hanging on |
| But I’ll do my best for you |
| It’s never harder to |
| To try and muster on |
| But I can’t leave the rest for you |
| Well of course. See that’s what so insane about it. We’re laughing back at you. |
| See we’re here in the future. And you. You’re there in the past. |
| That’s what so insane about it. We’re laughing back at you. And he who laughs |
| last laughs best |