| As dawn melted my heart
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| I opened up my eyes
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| Red roses from above
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| Were planted inside of me And when the never fading love
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| Was established in my heart
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| My traveling days began
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| I walked beside the constantly flowing
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| Spring of clear water
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| Always ready to slaked my thirst
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| And give me peace and strength
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| I ran towards the fields
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| Inviting me to let my tiered soul rest
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| How sweet they were
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| Those pastures of green
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| A smell of life filled the air
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| And the sun gave constant energy
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| To my once dead spirit
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| The magnificence of this paradise
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| Told a wonderful tale about a creation
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| Taking place since times immemorial
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| I could hear the tranquil whisper:
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| «Come closer to me, beloved one»
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| The Spirit’s voiced touched
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| My ears with love and care
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| I continued the path
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| And stepped inside the forest
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| Still hearing the whisper:
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| «Come closer to me…»
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| But suddenly the beautiful trees
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| And days light turned
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| Into a landscape of thorn and fog
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| Soon I was lost in an unknown wilderness
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| And there was no end to my fright
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| Tears ran down my mourned face
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| And the pain showed no mercy
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| There I was, a helpless and frightened child
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| At last I fell down on my knees in prayer
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| While feeling the despair
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| Coming closer and closer
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| «Father, help me out of here», I screamed
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| But no answer was heard
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| «See my pain…"no one there
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| I became a lonely prisoner
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| Bound by chains of doubt
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| Nowhere could I find the meaning
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| Of things happening to me At day I stood screaming, crying and praying
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| And at night I lay shaking in terrible helplessness
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| Finally, all my power was gone
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| And I nearly gave up it all
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| With my last strength I lifted
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| My face towards heaven and cried it out:
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| «Father, Thy will be done, and not mine»
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| Then I felt in a total less of power
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| Awaiting the arrival of another frozen night |