| Which one did you fuck harder my best friend or my self esteem |
| Remember when you got drunk and said you were the only one dumb enough to love |
| me |
| I don’t want to live just following your script |
| The actress is too young and the director is a narcissist |
| This isn’t normal, this isn’t okay |
| But I didn’t know any better, so I thought it’d be better to stay |
| Almost beautiful, the things that you taught me |
| I think I really loved you, I think you really loved that I was |
| Eighteen |
| You bought me beer because you were too old to go to prom with me |
| I threw up in the bathroom, my friends made memories |
| And yeah, you looked real cool to a girl still in high school |
| You don’t have to chase anything that you can fool |
| This isn’t normal, this isn’t okay |
| But I didn’t know any better, so I thought it’d be better to stay |
| Almost beautiful, the things that you taught me |
| I think I really loved you, I think you really loved that I was |
| Eighteen |
| I see you out with younger versions of me |
| While I’m trying to find who I used to be |
| I’m terrified that you and I will always be chasing eighteen |
| This isn’t normal, this isn’t okay |
| But I didn’t know any better, so I thought it’d be better to stay |
| Almost beautiful, the things that you taught me |
| I think I really loved you, I think you really loved that I was |
| Eighteen |