| I don't feel youthful |
| And I don't feel sad |
| I don't fuck with these pills anymore |
| But these days move so fast |
| And I'm starting to notice |
| The ones I held closest |
| Take more than what they give back |
| Yeah I used to seek violence |
| But now I use silence |
| As my proper means for attack |
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| I don't need anything |
| I don't need anything |
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| Took a lot of time but I'm not complaining |
| Took a lot of paranoia moving through the stages |
| Every single time I get the feeling that I'm breaking |
| Think about another time when I was fucking nameless |
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| Mark my words, this healing comes with separation |
| When you get this deep, the feeling comes with desperation |
| Beat me down, rip my heart in two |
| There's nothing that you can take |
| I know it's true |
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| So let me be, I'll wear my scars |
| Tread this road till I've gone too far |
| Left in piece, kept in parts |
| Burned this life for the next to start |
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| So let me be (I'll wear my scars) |
| So let me be (Tread this road till I've gone too far) |
| So let me be (Left in piece, kept in parts) |
| (Burned this life for the next to start) |
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| 'Cause I'm dying to live |
| And I'm sick from the noise |
| I'll make my way through all that I have to |
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| 'Cause I'm dying to live |
| And I've been through the void |
| And I'll celebrate the fact that I have proof |
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| A state of mind I'd never tried |
| And I know that it's all my fault |
| To justify the darkest times |
| Means you never had control |
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| It means you never had control |
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