| And I thought of you and how you fed upon me |
| In the manner of the most vile carrion |
| With lips painted glistening scarlet. |
| You were the heroin in my veins… |
| Oh, I bleed not well and not fluidly |
| Yet you devour my poisoned crimson. |
| Deceit in elegant waves of euphoric pain |
| Treachery as only your kind may summon |
| Misery. More hatred in one short life |
| Than the minions of Genocide ever unleashed. |
| Stagnation. Fault of mine? Or yours? |
| Stab me. Fuck me over and over. |
| You are why I am this and not a lamb, |
| All fluffy and white, like the rest |
| Looking forward to their stupor. |
| Looking for their leaders |
| Yet unwilling to seek their origins. |
| I have sought after what is mine. |
| (Hen Ddihenvdd.) |
| Wasted time or essential to my lie? |
| Overtaken with plague, exposed to disaster, |
| Stellar blackness may await… |