| When I awoke |
| a man wearing black is between my legs |
| tongueing my vagina |
| lapping me like a thirsty dog… |
| Through my revulsion |
| I feel some mild pleasure |
| then the man wearing black stands |
| pulling my hair from his teeth |
| but I noticed nothing dangled between his legs |
| He was a female down there- |
| and from his vagina came a toungue |
| followed by many fingers… |
| I awoke again |
| this time I’m chained to an altar |
| There are six women wearing habits around me |
| and they are cutting their own throats… |
| Through my revulsion |
| I feel some mild pleasure |
| then they fall upon me |
| soaking me in arterial blood |
| I thought they were dead |
| but then they stood |
| the gashes in their throats yawning |
| and from each gaping tear comes a penis |
| followed by many tongues |
| I entered their world not to worship |
| but to feel pleasure through the darkness of revulsion |
| and as I lay down to masturbate |
| among the gore of many animals |
| I realize I am a woman |
| but when I entered their world |
| I WAS A MAN! |