| Was there ever a point? |
| Did you waste just to resist? |
| I can relate |
| For I have poised |
| More suffering than I’ve helped |
| I Don’t know why I keep on |
| But something in me says you’ll get it right |
| If you try |
| So I keep myself whipped and on my knees |
| If I survive |
| I am special in my own mind |
| I adore all the signs, all the things that I forgot to explain |
| Forgot in their heads and I can’t let waste away |
| As I recall what is really goin on |
| Is it fair |
| Are you guided back you won’t be sorry |
| When you find that I am wasted on my knees |
| I devise a defier in me and I feel so alone |
| Open heart |
| And I keep myself whipped and on my knees |
| Open heart to a higher power |
| I know I’m not alone I will find |
| So I keep myself |
| What more can I say there’s a light and I let it guide me |
| I guess I found a way to survive |
| So i keep myself |
| Was there ever a point? |
| Did you waste just to resist? |
| I can relate |
| For I have poised |
| More suffering than I’ve helped |
| I don’t know why I keep on |
| But something in me says you’ll get it right if you try |
| So I keep myself |
| I devise and the fire in me goes |
| So when I’m gone i will find the echo leaves me |
| I know I’m not alone |
| If I die |
| And I found myself |
| When I needed hope |
| There’s a light and I let it guide me |
| I guess I found a way to survive |
| So I keep myself whipped and on my knees |
| I devise a defier in me |
| And I feel so alone, open heart |
| And I keep myself |